drowning

i’m drowning.
in bills
in clothes
in things
in thoughts
in work
in stimulation
in lists
in piles
in ideas
in inspiration
in relationships
in grudges
in goals
in desires
in words
in waiting
in memories
in pictures
in stuff.
i’m rich beyond belief.
make me poor.
save me from myself.
save me from my selfishness.
take me to a dry and empty
land--island--You land
where there’s nothing
to distract me from You.