8.27.2010

still here

up in the air

but i'm still here. and i'm still missing photography and blogging.

there is so much out of my control these days, and i find few things that are constant and secure. but those things i do have are biggies... my faithful friend and husband {who i like to call b.}, and more importantly, my God. and although it wavers from time to time, my faith in God. i'm guessing that not all who read here believe the way i do. and in the past, i've been less vocal about my faith. but i would be remiss to not be vocal about it now, because i strongly believe that God has seen me through many days and situations over the past several months.

i wish i could say all has settled down. i wish i could say everything in my life seems right... where it should be. i wish i could say i feel like i am back among greener pastures and not in a dark valley or dry desert. but i don't think i can say that. but what i can say is that i have seen and known provision for ALL of my needs, and i have come to depend upon and love God more deeply through this time.

and i have achieved many things i have hoped to for many months... even years. there is still what seems like a long road ahead. so, i continue to keep on keepin' on... taking it a day at a time. and as for photography... i miss taking pictures. i was given a camera that is an upgrade from my canon s5. but i have not been able to use it yet. i can't tell you how much i look forward to using it.

and as for my old camera {which is what i still use right now}, it has served me well over the summer. i got to use it for a couple of events, one of which was incredibly special to me. i hope to share those pics soon.

lots of changes and growing going on here. lots of learning... i hope, anyway. missing the blogosphere and all the great friends i have made there. hoping you are all well. perhaps we will be conversing again very soon.

thank you to those of you who drop me a line from time to time to see how i've been. big cyber hugs to you all!

22 comments:

  1. Keep your faith in God, He will never let you down.

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  2. I was just thinking about you this morning and wondering how you are ... God is our rock, is He not?!

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  3. ...it is nice to hear from you:)
    xoxo

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  4. i'm glad you checked in....

    and i think maybe i know what's going on.....no matter where my thoughts are on that, thinking of you....

    ps....when claire is here, we are going to the flea market....want to come?

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  5. Welcome back. Hope to hear more from you..you've been missed.

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  6. um... yes, beth!!!
    : )

    i'd love to!
    she did write and asked if we could meet. but she said she was coming in october... i did not know they had the flea market then.

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  7. hugs right back to ya! glad you have taken what seemed like a much needed break. hoping your summer has been full of fun and love ;) see you here from time to time then, enjoy the end of this (shorter than we'd all like) summer!!!

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  8. Hi! I've been wondering about you! I posted one of my "power line" photos a few posts back and was hoping you'd see it. :-) Take care, and keep the faith, God will be with you whatever is going on.
    x Becca

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  9. i was away for a while too and i am behind on reading here so i will try to catch up. i've missed you.

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  10. Praying for you lots & lots and sending huge hugs your way too!!! Love you friend!

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  11. So glad to see you here, I have thought of you often, checked here to see if you had written. Sending you a hug now, and strength, and peace.
    You made me think of this...it all passes, joy and tears, sunshine and rain, pain and questions.

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  12. Hugging you too!! Hang on to the edge of His robe...there is healing there! And hope and courage!
    Enjoy the flea market!
    Hugs
    SueAnn

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  13. Wishing you all the best sweetie and cyber hugs back atcha.

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  14. Hi-- I started to say I found you by accident..but I don't believe in accidents---esp. with God at the helm. I'm hooked and a New follower. Breathtaking stuff. What Serendipity!!!

    John

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  15. Oh, By the Way-- After being in the Desert with God--the lessons will be so valuable, and then when you are back on the MOUNTAINTOP with HIM--it will be all the sweeter!

    Easy to preach--tough while you are still in the Desert. But it looks as though you know where your source of Living Water flows. You are in my prayers!

    John

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  16. i have sept. 24-27 on my calendar for her....
    i'll have to double check :)

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  17. you posted on my birthday!! the very best gift...I miss you ..be well friend

    love the photo as always!!

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  18. Hi, G. I've missed you and blogging. I hope you are well. Thank-you for stopping by my blog. So much has changed in my life that it doesn't feel like it's my own anymore. I understand that feeling of not doing the things you love because everything seems unstable. Keep your chin up and I hope this finds you well. :) ~h

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  19. First: yay for a new camera! That's awesome.

    And I am sorry that you've been going through a rough time. You have been missed! I know that you are a strong woman and that God will always hold you up when you are tired of holding yourself up.
    <3 Much love!

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